Anger Tears and Conflict

Just anger passing through my fingers as I type
Let the tears wash away what you saw
Forget the lonely pattern of the words
It's all for nothing
You think you’re dying for something
Let me know what that is
Cause I don’t see reward
Conflict after conflict
and they say he is Lord?
I can’t see what the future holds
there’s a thick fog
It’s full of broken promises
and feasts thrown to the dogs